Just fighting demons. Don't mind me.

Lately, I do it a lot with this song.  A friend turned me on to Pink not too long ago.  Some of her stuff speaks to me.  This one in particular at the moment.  I've posted a video of it, several times, several places.  I'm not a big fan of the real one, I post a different one, not because it isn't a good video, it's awesome.  It just hits closer to home than I like right now.

Truth of it all is, cute little baby blogger Amara is rather... bent.  I won't call it broken.  I'll just call it... bent.

I'm just fighting demons tonight.  Don't mind me.

Fucking Perfect by Pink...

Made a wrong turn, once or twice 
Dug my way out, blood and fire 
Bad decisions, that's alright 
Welcome to my silly life 
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down 
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 
Look, I'm still around 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 
You're f*ckin' perfect to me! 

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game 
It's enough! I've done all I can think of 
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 
You're f*ckin' perfect to me 

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear 
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer 
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time 
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere 
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair 
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time 
Why do we do that? Why do I do that? 

Why do I do that..? 

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..! 
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel 
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me 
You're perfect, you're perfect! 
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing 
You are perfect to me....